Showing posts with label Sleep-deprived. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sleep-deprived. Show all posts

Friday, October 31, 2008

I Can Explain..

I can explain..

I can come up with about 67 reasons why I haven't posted in the last month and a half..
  1. I'm a growing girl.
  2. I need my calcium.
  3. I have sway back.
  4. I need a car.
  5. I'm job-hunting.
  6. I got my license.
  7. I need a boyfriend.
  8. I gave physical therapy.
  9. I'm an inspiring linguist.
  10. I have 3 cats.
  11. I am taking Pre-Calculus.
  12. I'm Rick James.
  13. I'm broke.
  14. I found Osama.
  15. I found Obama.
  16. I had to go to church.
  17. I needed to take care of my sick great aunt Myrtle.
  18. I don't have a great aunt named Myrtle.
  19. I couldn't find the time.
  20. I didn't look for it.
  21. I took imaginary Yoga classes.
  22. I quit Gymnastics.
  23. I'm what Willis was talking about.
  24. I want my baby back ribs.
  25. I was too busy solving world hunger...
  26. I baked some cookies.
  27. I built a turbo jet-pack.
  28. I told some "Yo-Momma" jokes.
  29. I was selling Tamales.
  30. I was organizing a bake sale.
  31. I was making moles.
  32. I bought a purse.
  33. I threatened this guy's life for calling me fat.
  34. Yes I did.
  35. I ate some soup.
  36. I went to Japan..
  37. I meant Japan, Texas.
    I decided to dress up as Michael Jackson for Halloween.
  38. I wanted to dance Thriller.
  39. I settled for some random dead girl instead.
  40. I bought a limosuine..
  41. I can't even spell that.
  42. I survived Hurricane Ike.
  43. I bargained for car insurance.
  44. I had to brush my teeth.
  45. I need to clip my toe nails.
  46. I designed a clothing line.
  47. I met up with some Rodeo Clowns and had some tea
  48. I'll be Back.
  49. I had indegestion.
  50. I killed kenny.
  51. I started a Dixie Banjo Band.
  52. I organized an orchestra.
  53. I had to learn Pig Latin.
  54. I slapped a Hobo.
  55. I dissected a cheeseburger.
  56. I banned Soda.
  57. I started a riot over re-runs on tv.
  58. I had to pay for gas.
  59. I got an average of 4.83 hours a sleep per night for the past month.
  60. I had to learn my ever so vital Tae Kwan Do skills.
  61. I am your Father.
  62. I was sending mail to Hungary.
  63. I had to re-watch The Godfather.
  64. I won the lottery.
  65. I was in Oregon.
  66. I was out shopping for some shoe laces.
  67. I was too busy making this list of excuses.
WHEW!

There you go. 67 Reasons why I have been gone. There are more, but I will leave it at that.

Hmm, I haven't watched any movies lately. Nothing good has been coming out. It's weird posting in this blog. I mean I know about a year and a few months ago I was posting in it every single day, but jeez, it so foreign to me now.

Speaking of foreign. In about 11 Days, I am about to give $450 for my current project. I am trying to raise money to go to Costa Rica.. and some other things.

Costa Rica is one of those once in a life time things. I say that because the school is taking a trip there and its like 10 days. Every single thing is paid for all you need is money for souvenirs. I would like to go on this trip. I can decide to back out of or pay the money. Not sure which one I would like to do yet, but I know what I want to do. This is going to be a big deal for me. I'm doing it all by myself. Which means I will have to add a part-time job to my busy schedule. I've been trying to do that all summer already, but it didn't go so well. My life began to get so complicated and time just began to run out. I'm telling you, there just aren't enough hours in a day.

This trip should be great if it isn't I think I'm gonna.. I don't know I will be greatly dissapointed.

But after this trip, the day I get back I am going to be saving up for a special trip. Better than this Costa Rica one by far. This one will have meaning, but I can't say what kind yet.

I'm going to give myself a graduation present. You know most people get big presents from their parents, but my parents are broke, so I'm just going to take care of the job.

I'm going to save for Europe. It should be interesting in itself, but extremely expensive. I believe I can do it. If I succeed with this Costa Rica trip, then I know I will be amazing with Europe.

It's not impossible to save money folks! Just cut back and put things away.

Look who's talking.

I think I am one of the worst compulsive spenders in the universe. Possibly.

One minute I'm all like.. "Oh I have to save money or I'm gonna go broke!" Then the next minute, I'm at Catos buying this season's most fashionable handbag.

Either way I've got to put a tigher grip on myself. Get more edgyyy.

Ahh the Celebrity showdown is in about 3 days. Meanwhile the rest of the country is wondering where the REAL Presidential candidates are.

Leah's Maritime Rules For Becoming the Next President of the
UNITED STATES:
  • Rule Number One - Remember to NOT Appear on SNL for the votes of the greater idiots.
  • Rule Number Two - Always think of what you're going to say before you talk.. Right McCain?
  • Rule Number Three - Make sure you're Family name isn't Close to the most wanted terrorist in the World.
  • Rule Number Four - Don't take your kids out trick or treating and expect to have a normal night.. YOU'RE RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT!
  • Rule Number Five - If you are going to use the fact that you were in the war to gain the love of thousands, at least LIE and say you did something USEFUL!
  • Rule Number Six - Don't roll your eyes on national television.
  • Rule Number Seven - Make sure you have protection from the people that want to kill you the moment you are inaurgurated.
  • Rule Number Eight - Don't go running around naked on the beach. YOU REPRESENT AMERICA FOOL!
  • Rule Number Nine - Don't create cheesy and extremely tacky slogans like "NObama," and "MCPAIN" for your campaign
  • Rule Number 10 - At least PRETEND to make improvements for America sheesh.
SO which one are you? An Elephant or a Donkey? Personally I'm an Elephonkey, but this election, I'm completely and utterly neutral. The candidates don't please me at all. I wonder if that third party could win.
It was an extremely fun night this Halloween was. I got to express my anger through being a makeup artist. There wasn't really much anger but I got to get creative on people's faces. It was fuunnn. A couple of people said I should be a visual effects artist. I was like alright now it wasn't THAT GOOD, lol.. but it was pretty frickin' sweet.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Smothering

The tension with the family is at it's climax. There is abosultely NO way I can make it to the reunion, or even see them before I leave on Saturday or before they leave on Sunday.

Concert tonight. It's gonna suck, I can feel it.

We are still preparing for State Solo and Ensemble on Saturday.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Drowning

It seems to be getting worse, and worse.

I think tomorrow is going to be the easiest of all the days of this week. I don't know why in the world everyone seems to be wanting to have EVERYTHING happen on THIS WEEK for HEAVEN sakes, I'm only one human!

I am seriously loosing it. I mean, I don't even know how much sleep I have gotten. I didn't eat much today. GAAH! I'm loosing it.

This is supposed to be the best time of the year. Education is nearing to an end, and people are graduating and moving on, yet, I think this is one of the worse weeks of this year.

One side of my family is upset with me because I am not going to be able to make it to the family reunion, which hasn't happened in YEARS.

They just so happen to plan it on the weekend of State Solo and Ensemble.

OH MAN. I'm going to be at the capital of Texas--Austin, all weekend, and I am leaving at 4 in the morning on Saturday and coming back 9 p.m on Sunday Night.

Free day on Monday, No school.

I think that's when I will sleep.

I hate this. I really do. I guess a majority of it is my fault for getting into all this stuff, but I think that I'm doing a good job just staying alive.

I guess it helps that 2 of my friends and I aren't getting along very well at the moment.

LIFE BLOWS.

I bet the emos are having a better time than I am right now.

By the way Schlitterbahn this weekend at State. Let me just let you know, I am NOT going to enjoy it that well. Maybe.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

She Lives!

I'm alive everyone! No need to panic!

I made it though my first day with only 3 and a half hours of sleep. :) and I'm still going. I think tomorrow is going to be just as bad, but maybe not because I am going to have a break in the middle of the day.

Today was hectic, stressed out in the morning, and 20239580487252 jillion things to do in the evening. Sometimes I even wonder how I do it.

  • Morning Rehearsal 7 a.m.
  • Rube Goldberg Project
  • Quiz in Math [Not so bad]
  • Ensemble Rehearsal
  • Culminating Project [Completed]
  • Deliver Scholarship Law Essay
  • After-School Ensemble Rehearsal
  • After-School Regular Rehearsal
  • Fish Camp [4:30-6:00]
  • RUN to Maserson Park for BBQ
  • William's House
  • Travel to All American at 7:45
  • Return home at 9:45

I know I have work to do right now, but I really just need to go to bed.

I think I'm gonna do that right about now.

I went to All American tonight, and it was the bomb. I did great. Now if only I could keep it up.

I did a lot of independent things despite the pounding headache I had from start to finish of the class. But I think this is the best I have done in a while. ALL OF THAT ON 3 hours of sleep! GO ME!

Monday, September 10, 2007

Missing You.

Anata ni! Aitakute! Aitakute!

Good song.

So anyway, I have missed 2 days, and at lease 3 in the past week. Sad. I guess I can't keep up. I haven't forgotten about my blog. Never. Unlike that stupid Bloguru one that won't work.

I have to make this sweet and short because I have things to do.

I was up until 2 a.m yesterday doing things and then I turned around and woke up at 6. Things like that make me just want to go kick everything to the curb, and take a vacation to Hawaii. Which is not at all a bad idea.

"Scheduled outage at 11PM PDT."

Hmm, I wonder what that means. LoL

I paid my phone bill yesterday. About time.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Sleep-Deprived

Ah, man, it was killer.

Hey look! My time is 6:11

It sucks, because I was right about this thing. I would not have enough time to write in my blog. Sadly, I am guessing, this will happen a LOT, and, and will most likely have to move my writing to once a week :( *tear.

In other news, No more camp.

Schooling takes the place of that.

Pastel got his letter. I was so nervous because I didn't think I sent it right. He said he would hold my kids ransom if I didn't send 1 million the next time.

Ok, this was a cheating post since I missed out last night, then hopefully I will come back here tonight and rewrite if I have time. I have Gymnastics tonight, so I doubt it.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Favorite Worst Day

I have been so busy and tired, it just won't end!

I had a miserable yesterday, and I wasn't able to write in my blog.

I knew this was going to happen.

Oh well, I had a nice 2 full months.

Gymnastics was terrible. My body was tired from camp, I got little sleep, and I had stretched my body in ways even I didn't know was possible. All I wanted to do was go home and rest. I got the first part, I went home, but I had to wash clothes before it was time to go to gymnastics. I had one hour to get that done. I ended up going to sleep.

OH NO. It's 5:15 pm. That's what time my gymnastics starts by the way, and I rushed up and got dressed.

It was terrible. I was so tired, and it felt like I was flipping though mud. My legs were too slow, and my back was just too weak. I got a couple of flipflops out, and then the rest I fell flat down on the floor. I had to stop for a while, but I kept falling still. I couldn't land it, I just couldn't push my body anymore.

I was so tired.

I felt so mad at myself because I really was wanting to advance, but I couldn't because of my tiredness (if that's even a word).

Afterwards, I went to a party. A birthday party infact. It was great. I needed to give a little more lively. I just wanted to sleep though. I had fun, and we got eaten up by mosquitoes, but it was good.

I came home at 12:10 or so, and it was too late for yesterday's blog entry, so I didn't worry about it.

I wanted to go to the theatre and see "Rush Hour 3," but I went to the party instead. I figured I could do that any other time.

I am still sore, and my arm muscles feel swollen. All for a good cause right?

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

The End Is Near

Man.

No more sleeping in!

Responsibilities are back, and I have to take care more things.

That means: NO MORE LATE 4 O'CLOCK!

My latest will be 12.

I have to wake up at around 6 every morning, and on some days possibly 4:30 a.m. Track sessions extra early.

I was so tired today, because I tried to do my normal all nighter; what I WASN'T expecting, was for my tooth to hurt! Two lost hours of sleep! So I stayed up, and got only 3 hours.

N E V E R

Try to run off of 3 hours. I was out from 8-5:30, and you can imagine, the first thing I did when I got home was sleep. I woke up at 9 p.m.

And now I am awake, writing in my blog, and possibly the same thing is going to happen. SUCKS.

I was trying my ULTIMATE best to stay awake. I was so tired, I was falling asleep standing up. That is almost as impossible as falling asleep driving with your eyes open. (I've seen that before!)

I was talking about how good my teeth have been, (like they are some kind of human or something) and then it goes and hurts in the night again! Next time I need to pretend I don't notice.

I had to drink coffee this morning. It only held me for 2 hours. I was so TIRED.

I finally figured out how to use japanese print today. The easy way. This is sad, because I have been doing this for what? 9872169257847245706170871981738917324901846318097438179140104103491111287797189234618723418431 years?

I just now figure it out.

Actually, I looked it up on the internet :D

あなただけに捧ぐ愛のMELODY今すぐ朽ちずさめ場。 

Gosh.. It's harder for me than I thought, but this will definately assist with the learning process. If I see which ones go where and when, My brain just might latch on and figure it out. The only problem now is for people who can't see that text. Their computer doesn't support it. :(

もしもひとつだけ たった一つだけ今どこにいるの今誰といるの? 青い空見上げそっと問いかける。

私の背中が痛い’んだわ

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Barbeque and Wheat

Today was a little strange.

I had church today, and I was falling asleep on the keyboard!

I didn't get that much sleep last night; 5 hours. That is actually not bad.. usually I only get 4 :D

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Cansada

I'm a smoothe operator.

This is how my sleep schedule went:

I went to bed at 2:30 a.m on Monday night, and then I woke up at 6 a.m. Remember that early track session? Yeah, and then I came back home at 8, took a shower, and got ready to go to the meeting. Left for the meeting at 9:50 a.m, and got home at 11:45 a.m. I went to sleep at 1:30 something, I fell asleep, and I was woken up by my computer. Someone was messeging me: Peter. We talked for the longest time as usual, and then I went to sleep at 6:35 p.m; that just so happens to be the time that my show goes off, so I didn't miss anything. I woke up about 45 mins ago, and.. I forgot about posting. I was really hoping I wouldn't sleep too long, I guess 3 hours isn't bad.

And that's it. Now I am wide awake.

It was surprising, because our track session only last apporoximately an hour. I think I was rushing a little to leave because I needed to get home, clean up, and get dressed.

So.

I didn't do ANYTHING today.

NOTHING.

Josephine called me about the time I woke up, and she was telling me how she just got back from driving home from Lousiana. Hours and hours on the road. Sucked. That must have been a really really really fun birthday party they threw.

Jeez, I had some pain today, but it wasn't in the same place as always! I am actually excited about that. I had a stomachache, but it wasn't nowhere near the tooth pains. In fact, I didn't even take a pain killer for it. I guess it wasn't too bad.

Estoy muy cansada.

Have you seen those "Hillshire Farm" commercials? Those are pretty funny. Here's one of their theme songs:

Go meat meat
Go meat meat
Go meat meat
Go meat meat

That salad rocks, the best, make it easy at your desk.
It's second, to none, just add lettuce and you're done.
That's crazy girl I swear, it's got so much stuff in there.
S-S-S-Salad!
YEAH!
A meaty salad.
WHAT?!
You hungry,
You hungry,
Yo momma says you hungry.
When I say Hillshire you say Farrm.
HILLSHIRE!
FARM!
GO MEAT.

Man those are entertaining. :D