Drowning

It seems to be getting worse, and worse.

I think tomorrow is going to be the easiest of all the days of this week. I don't know why in the world everyone seems to be wanting to have EVERYTHING happen on THIS WEEK for HEAVEN sakes, I'm only one human!

I am seriously loosing it. I mean, I don't even know how much sleep I have gotten. I didn't eat much today. GAAH! I'm loosing it.

This is supposed to be the best time of the year. Education is nearing to an end, and people are graduating and moving on, yet, I think this is one of the worse weeks of this year.

One side of my family is upset with me because I am not going to be able to make it to the family reunion, which hasn't happened in YEARS.

They just so happen to plan it on the weekend of State Solo and Ensemble.

OH MAN. I'm going to be at the capital of Texas--Austin, all weekend, and I am leaving at 4 in the morning on Saturday and coming back 9 p.m on Sunday Night.

Free day on Monday, No school.

I think that's when I will sleep.

I hate this. I really do. I guess a majority of it is my fault for getting into all this stuff, but I think that I'm doing a good job just staying alive.

I guess it helps that 2 of my friends and I aren't getting along very well at the moment.

LIFE BLOWS.

I bet the emos are having a better time than I am right now.

By the way Schlitterbahn this weekend at State. Let me just let you know, I am NOT going to enjoy it that well. Maybe.

Slide.

And so, it came in the mail today.

Actually it was sitting in my front yard when I got home, but that is beside the point. I was so happy. I think I might have even jumped a little bit.

This phone was shocking to me because I thought it was going to be something greater. Don't get me wrong, it rocks my socks harder than sliced bread, but it was sad because it didn't come with all the things I needed for it to own.

Sadly, I had to make a trip to RadioShack, and decide on which appliance I needed the most--USB Cable, or Sandisk.

Sandisk: Give the phone extra memory storage for mp3s, video, photos, and more.

USB Cable: Gives the phone a connection to the computer for file transfer.

Uh Oh, which one?

I got the Sandisk because I could not record videos without it. I will just have to hook myself up the the cable later.

Today was a SAT day, and I was feeling like an eskimo. It was so cold in my testing room. I could have sworn I had turned into two ice cubes.

Zach accompanied me to church tonight.

My earaches have been on the move; today I got them along with sore throat, but I got some Halls cough drops which eased it out.

Thank you God.

Yesterday was killer. We had UIL, and I had a very heavy head. At least it felt like a thousand pounds because of all the pressure I had from my sickness.

Got home late.

Went to bed late.

The usual.

Enojada

I really think this weekend sucked.

I know it is not all the way over, but I haven't been home in two days, and I am so unorganized. It is so frustrating.

Today is Saturday, and I did a lot.

I'd rather not post about it though, because I was frustrated most of the day.

I will say I got to do some things with friends, but other than that, I thought I was going to blow my top.

I watched that movie "Premonition" today. Before, I had seen a preview, and I thought it looked like a good movie to watch. The movie wasn't even as half as good as it seemed. The ending sucked, and all through the movie there is useless confusion. I give it a 5.7 stars out 10.

Last night was the Bwood Game.

I think this week went by fast! I knew it would. All of them have been lately.

I went to Petco and RadioShack today. I saw that phone I was going to buy, and it was about 40 dollars cheaper!

It was amazing.

All Eyes On Me

Is skipping meals bad for you?

It's not that I skipped on purpose, but I was so tired today, and I slept most of it or I was gone. Yes, I did get out of the house. My mind was so occupied today.. a first.

From the beginning:

What a drag.

This morning was.

I get up at 7 o'clock to go to the track, correct?

My partner in crime tells me, at the LAST minute, "I don't feel like doing this today." I was so.. Gaah. "Why couldn't you have told me this BEFORE I got up at 7 this morning??" I mean, wouldn't you be mad if you went to bed at 3 the previous night, and got up on time to meet someone, and they get there an hour later saying "they didn't feeel like it"? You betcha.

Once I am awake, I am awake. I usually can't go back to sleep so soon. I would have to wait 3 or 4 hours later before I am tired.

So I turned on the laptop.

Talked to some really early birds. "Isn't it early for you?" Yes! I knew that. I even went and updated my MSN blog. Which is so lame, you wouldn't believe your eyes.

I finally ended up going to sleep at about I'd say.. 12:36 or so? I was laying down watching "Law and Order" when I drifted of: I woke up numerous times, sure to watch the clock because I knew I had gymnastics tonight.

I was told that if you take a nap before a gym class, you would be so tired and do horrible.

So I got up at 2 something. I quickly realized that I had left my computer on! I had to run back to turn it off. I saw that 4 people had started conversations with me in the past 2 hours on MSN. That bothers me so much. I hate when someone is trying to tell me something or just talk to me, and I am not there. I had left everything on. I was so tired. It was just like I left it.

Man, I had this terrible pain in my armpits today. I know, that is definately a TMI, but it was so severe. I could not figure out what was causing it. Whenever I got home tonight, in the middle of my shower session, I figured out what it was. I did some push-ups yesterday, and I hadn't done them in a long time.. So, my muscles were cryin' about it.

I have to work tomorrow. Yeah, believe it or not. I haven't been out in so long. Except today.

This time last week was when we had the bakesale. Recuerdas?

GYMNASTICS: A blast. As always. Never dissapointing. I did so well tonight. I guess this makes up for last time. No William. Hmm, isn't that suspicous? I really do think he jinxed me.

Anyway, I was doing so good, until the owner of Double "A" (My gym class) came in. All the coaches got kinda quiet, and boy was she bossy! She was telling me what I had to do. A little degrading if you'd ask me. Then, everyone turned towards me, and were watching me.. So much intemidation!! I was doing so well before, but when all eyes were on me, I did terrible. I fumbled. Twice. So embarassing. But my speed in my backflips make up for that. They say I have "power legs."

On the pacman, I did good, but slowly degenerated to bad because my back got tired. I was getting tired for some reason. Maybe it had something to do with the extreme lack of food? Maybe the sleep? Either way, I was loosing energy fast, and one coach asked me "Are you tired?" It was like she read my mind.

Pues, I have to get up before 7 tomorrow. I want to watch my show before I leave.

I just did a yawn!

This might work out after all!

I was so afraid that I would get my days and nights mixed up. Happens to me so much. This early morning stuff is really helping.

I saw some movies today. "Forest Gump", and "Jackie Chan's First Strike". Love, Love, Love him. I don't know how many times I have to say it.